These few weeks, I have gone through a roller-coaster.
With my immediate supervisor gone to greener pastures, most of what he is doing fell onto me.
And feeling discouraged and unappreciated, I turned into a lurker. Alot of times, I just wanted to quit.
One night, after coming down to talk to my ex boss about some work-related stuff, I started crying while talking to him. That was when he told me how my group head told him about me. Apparently I screwed up my own chances of getting converted to perm.
I told him this – “I know I can do so much better than what I am doing now”.
At least now after the talk with him, I finally know what I want to do career-wise.