Random thoughts

How do you know when the person treats you the same way like the way you treat the person?

How do you know when the person likes you the same way like the way you like the person?

Do you know why you get frustrated over a person who does not regard you highly?

Why do you push yourself into such abyss?

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Changes and Congrats to Mr Beanstalk

1) Bought K800i for $45 after trade-in (picture-whoring, here I come)

2) Bought 80GB external hard-disk for $118 (finally I do not fear of missing files)

3) My close friend is getting ROM on Thursday. The 1st of the Uni bunch to move on to the next stage. From the time I know him, he always wanted to be the family man, have a cute wife, 2 kids, a HDB mortage, a family sedan, a stable job and the works. Even though things have happened unexpectedly but hey you are getting what you want to achieve. I am very happy for you even though it would mean the end of our pool-playing days.

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The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDf)

Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.

Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You’re highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You’d take brutal honesty over superficiality any time–your friends always know where they stand with you. You’re completely unfake. Don’t tell me that’s not a word. You’re also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.

These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.

Your exact opposite:
The Playstation

Random Gentle Sex Master

You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you’re pregnant. LOL. Though you’re inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it’s not as one of mass destruction. You’re choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you’re really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy, The Loverboy

CONSIDER: The Manchild

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid – Free Online Dating.

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Anger Management

People who know me long enough, will know that I have anger management issues or rather irritation issues – I will get irritated on minor things and will not hesitate to show it at everyone.

Probably did hell on my social life. Or what is left of my social life. NB.

I like him to the point that I will get jealous very very easily at anything. Don’t ask me who/what/how/when. I am still dealing with it. And doing a bad job at it.

What ever happens to that no-romance-me?

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Me bad

These few weeks, I have gone through a roller-coaster.

With my immediate supervisor gone to greener pastures, most of what he is doing fell onto me.
And feeling discouraged and unappreciated, I turned into a lurker. Alot of times, I just wanted to quit.

One night, after coming down to talk to my ex boss about some work-related stuff, I started crying while talking to him. That was when he told me how my group head told him about me. Apparently I screwed up my own chances of getting converted to perm.

I told him this – “I know I can do so much better than what I am doing now”.

At least now after the talk with him, I finally know what I want to do career-wise.

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Fcuk off!

What I do, who I mix around with, who I had “an affair” with, the race of the guy who I will marry – are none of your bloody business!

You are just someone work-related! Does that give you the right to interfere in what I can/should do in my free time? Bloody gossiper! I hope your mouth rots off.

[EDIT] Great! Just great! A couple of smses just spoilt my night! KNN! Just because I am a girl, does not mean I have to endure this sort of bullshit.[EDIT]

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from http://www.cafeastrology.com/numerology.html

My Birth Path No: 2

This is the mediator and peace-lover. The number two indicates the desire for harmony. It is a gentle, considerate, and sensitive vibration. Ruled by the Moon.

Keywords: diplomatic, warm, peaceful, sensitive. If expressed negatively: too dependent, manipulative, passive-aggressive.

As lovers: Number Twos will bend over backwards to keep a relationship running smoothly. They offer emotional security to their lovers. The number two is associated with the Moon and, since the Moon rules Cancer in astrology, is similar to the Cancer vibration.

My Personality No: 4

This is the worker. Practical, with a love of detail, Fours are trustworthy, hard-working, and helpful. Ruled by Uranus.

Keywords: trustworthy, helpful, steady, logical, self-disciplined, problem-solving. If expressed negatively: contrary, stubborn, narrow.

As lovers: Although steady and generally trustworthy, Fours can be quite emotional and frustrated if they feel caged in. They tend to need some level of confrontation in their love lives. A relationship that stagnates will bring out their contrary nature. They love to solve problems, and if allowed to “take on” and tackle predicaments, they are very loyal lovers.

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A letter which will not be sent

I like you a lot.

Probably a lot more than I should have (given the circumstances)

I know that eventually I will have to deal with losing you (if I ever “own” you, ha)

For now, I just live in the present.

Thank you for spending time with me.

I will not forget the night at ECP

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I always know that when I am sleepy/tired, I am either very affectionate or very cranky… But still the result of my 4-day insomnia surprised mequite a bit today.

A person once told me – “One should go through life without thinking.”

I am starting to agree with that. Life is more fun that way :)

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Summary of my life so far

Birthday presents so far: 1 Baby Pooh + Jack-lighter(bestie), 1 pool-treat(Jack), 1 Hugo Boss Intense perfume(him), 1 Puma bag(mum)

Organised a event on Friday night for supposedly 128 people which turned out to be 70people. Food was great (Fresh Sushi + Indian food), beer was overflowing (with mostly foam) and the guys were insane (some fellow dragged off the colorful table cloth, draped it over his head and gyrate like a woman).

Life so far was okay – self-induced stress mostly. Am learning to block things out slowly.

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